I don’t know how to begin in telling you how I feel. There’s so much I need to let out, so much I want to reveal. I want to yell out everything, all that’s in my heart. This pain you caused me, I want to leave it all behind. I thought I was your best friend and your first true love, but all that changed today when you fell from my pedestal. My heart wants to believe you are honest and it keeps fighting not to leave you behind. You claim you love me with your life, but why I feel it’s just a lie? I don’t know if this is fair, I don’t know if this is right, but I need to know the truth from you, I cannot keep living a lie. These tears running down my face, somehow, one day will stop. I will look back to this time and still know I didn’t deserve this lie. © Copyright, 2001 All Rights Reserved